Finding my Life overwhelming is an understatement Lol… Trying to remain calm and numb, not react to the many feelings .. times I freak myself out when I do think and think I went through Chemo too easy …. meaning… didn’t lose hair…. at yet same time ….I am soo Thankful and Happpy!! Wowzza…!! I honestly gave up trying to keep track.. I simply got up and went to the appointments .. Still actually going through the Aftermath of this all…. I am so grateful I am Cancer Free… I fuk’n thought when u get Cancer Free….. you Feel Good and well…. You’re… yourself again!! That isn’t the case, I now am having appointment everyday for this hyperbaric oxygen thing that promotes healing!! Which is almost 2 bloody Hours… AAhhhhhh n Wahhhh Wahhhh LoL I kinda felt so overwhelmed w pain that I sadly wasn’t in a good head space. I am usually smiles and happy vibes.. so when I am down I hit turtle mode… and shell life it! Lol! I hope everyone is warm and safe during these frosty cold months… Haha Missed Everyone!! Air hugs and have a Blessed Evening🙏🏼💞