I am not sure why but my pain is a 12/10 which makes my days lately a little harder to fake, that things are all peachy! When all I envision is tossing throat punches out like I got a union job and celebrating! Lol… My throat is so riddled with nasty stuff that it’s been almost closed off, even Air was having a hard time! Apparently it gets worse before it gets better … just I do know its a challenge to get all pain meds in a liquid form to pump in my belly aka feeding tube. So been given🤞🏼 long lasting tiny pills… So far so good, but one got stuck and was coughing up the beads which are royal blue … Wahhh Wahhhhh So here’s to another day and hoping my throat won’t be so swollen and will go down easier!! One thing that I started again is juicing… My sister Mellee went a little overboard with buying me everything she’s seen or heard of that can help me fight this Cancer. She even is building me my own personal library with books on Cancer and health… So… Lol so far I am now juicing… with Carrots galore!! Some people even said don’t worry if u start tinting the same colour lol… VuT… Since I am not tanning and feel like I resemble Casper’s long lost cousin… maybe a small orange tint could help hide my dark circles under eyes! Haha I have Hope… So Today I have to go give blood then Radiation at Sunnybrook, bright and early morning 4am Wakey wakey … lets start this day off great… I am thankful for a new day … no matter how tired I am ,,, I am Blessed!!