I keep struggling with changing my appointments they sometimes in morning or afternoon random time, an takes my whole day up… which sucks as my energy levels are not there at all… so mornings is what I aim for as rest of the day to pretend I don’t have cancer!! If that makes sense! Lol… even if it’s just me and Kiko my dog. I definitely know that Cancer didn’t come with a manual and finding out more details throws me in a Wahhh Wahhh mood.. Sometimes I just need to know the basics and get through it, the more I listen, the more it starts to give me anxiety.. Like eff mi with a cactus… makes me wanna evaporate from my life! I can’t wait this week is my last Chemo… can I get Woot Woot,,?!?! Lol…. Like I said, I have come to terms with it either way , so wasting time on thinking about it and also suppose to be Fighting it…. its all quite a bit much.. So here’s to Living life, finding the positive in the negative still…. The World needs more positivity!