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Never been a big fan of change…

Well Happy Monday Folks… that doesn’t sound too positive.. does it?! Lol…. It’s week 5 of treatment… My sister has got me paying attention now to the number on the weeks, and so happy she did!! My schedule can change daily, which can be absolutely frustrating and can lose sight of the huge accomplishments!! I started thinking why am I not a big fan of change… creature of habit, like familiar things, VuT… ( “But” said in a German accent lol) throughout all that is changing daily I am shocked how resilient I have been to it all, started realizing Change can be Good, Embrace some of this sh*t!! Stop and find the positive when feeling intimidated or uncomfortable… who has the time pops to mind… lol I definitely have felt I haven’t…. yet here I am trying different things at a time I could choose to sit on the floor and have an adult tantrum.. which I have come close to a few times!! Not Joking!! Haha… The steroids they have me on have me up, down and side ways at one point my Dad thought I was losing it, kinda funny, probably not for him though at the time lol… So it hasn’t been easy to try to adjust to all this change, and to want to lose it just over an appointment change I will have to sum up to me having to grow up and accept it. I am learning that letting go of some of these small insecurities are a huge accomplishment and is definitely helping me see that Life isn’t always going to go how I want, VuT… I definitely not going to give up trying!! Here’s to Week 5.. Cheers w my coffee you Lovely Humans… wishing your week full of Smiles….!!

2 responses to “Never been a big fan of change…”

  1. What a great read sweetie, I will continue to follow. I so relate to your feelings and frustrations, your uplifting, upbeat words give me a lot to think about. You got this. Positivity and love are so important. I pray for you everyday. Love you tonnes, Aunt Cindy ❤️ xoxo

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    1. Aww… That means alotta Aunt Cindy, and coming from you who has beat this and has the same positivity makes my heart Full!! I Love you!!

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