Today I am making a point to “pause” in life and give thanks to my many Blessings!! I woke up this morning Thanking God for another day, to see the sunrise, and even though fighting cancer, I am here still able to live life, smile and laugh!! I made a coffee and gave “thanks” that Read more

It’s a rainy morning… which is my favorite type of lazy weekend makes you not feel guilty for not going out But my place is filled with the aroma of skunk…. not exactly how I envisioned it going… too tired to really have one solid feeling about it all. I was really just thinking how Read more

Remember hearing…. if you’re Good, you can get a treat…?! Receiving the treat made you feel happy and proud of yourself. I wonder if I really have out grown that feeling the need to please or the fact that life isn’t that easy anymore.. The choice we face is a lot different, there is no Read more

I had an emotional day yesterday and got home and as usual the Chemo and Radiation kicked the sh*t out of me. It’s not easy but I do try to think of how many others have it worse. That simply makes me stop and be thankful for something, no matter the mood I am in… Read more

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I kinda joking but not really! When people say Don’t sweat the small stuff, maybe they need to ask some questions … like how irritating is this small stuff, maybe even ask 1-10 the vibe of the small stuff.. Haha and it never pays off assuming things… so my morning did start at a crazy Read more

Finally now getting on a routine with my schedule, today is my Chemo and radiation, the Power Team duo that kicks me in the ass!! I realized that I have gotten through most of this without over thinking things and purposely not asking more questions, simply on a need to know basis, which I wouldn’t Read more

I really aim to not ever feel jealous of anyone, I think being happy for people you genuinely love seeing people grow and move forward is putting out solid positive vibes for everyone and including yourself!! This not eating though has me looking at birds like I want to start a beef with them! Lol…. Read more

Lawwwwwd…. I didn’t until my routine has been kicked over like a dirty hamper and your trying to find a matching sock that isn’t even there!! I also become fluent in Trucker mouth, my dog exits the room lol which is my first sign… Breathe Mandy…!!! Trying to make light of it doesn’t help either Read more

Well Happy Monday Folks… that doesn’t sound too positive.. does it?! Lol…. It’s week 5 of treatment… My sister has got me paying attention now to the number on the weeks, and so happy she did!! My schedule can change daily, which can be absolutely frustrating and can lose sight of the huge accomplishments!! I Read more