I have to admit that my everyday Cloudy, Rainy…Ground🫠 Hog Routine… wasn’t helping my mood(s) LoL.. The No Sun wasn’t helping… that is for sure!! I felt Fugly… wasn’t supposed to get hair or nails done till my sessions were done, but after the long hall of feeling Blah and gross… I justified taking a week off of my Healing Journey to get it all done. Well I felt better than I did, but again the quick Happy High also includes Shopping isn’t cutting it. Trying to dig deeper to get my inner happiness to effin show it’s self LoL can also have its disadvantages …. thinking too much, I also am a worry wort to its finest, and this fuk’n Rain and Pain… Keeping Positive is more than draining!! I do Hope anyone else feeling Blah and overwhelmed w life right now I Feel ya… and the Sun is at least poking its maybe Leg… Out?!? LoL And…. the Sun is supposed to be shining like a diamond in the sky this week…!!! Yayyyy! It really does seem like people tend to smile more and be in better moods!! Clearly I am excited for it!! Hahaha I am Sorry that I haven’t been blogging, I soo appreciate everyone who does Read them Lol… just being completely Honest… I didn’t know that the Healing part is far from easy, still having appointments every day still trying to get my ulcer to heal, and also dealing w nerve pain is quite grilling! So if I am struggling with being Positive then I keep to myself, as I don’t like being Fake and struggle to even pretend… so my ass stays inside and to myself… But slowly things are getting better… my swallowing is finally showing some improvement!!!! I can’t even begin to explain how Happy I am and got this new giddy up and smiles again!! Woot Woot!! LoL I’ve been thanking God, and have many thank yous to keep saying to my Beautiful Family and Friends!! Happy S💞unday Love Bugs…