With feeling on Da,…. shitz… side of things Lol… Serious though, and to who ever kept up with reading my Blog is straight Awesomeness…!! I am still having issues which make things difficult…. to be honest I still haven’t quit smoking. I am still embarrassed to be in this situation and I use it as an OUT or distraction from the pain usually or the extreme ova load I can tend to feel, and it helps me not go Feral…!!! Hahaha I went for my Pet scan and my ECG this week it’s so extremely important as the ulcer isn’t healing and causing mega pain . My older sister Mellee came down again and Wow what she can do in such a short time…. her building me stuff around house is trait I didn’t get wahhh wahhh…. Lol…. I m so grateful for all the help I have gotten and support! It’s been really hard just getting my pain managed to even visit with Family! Heidi my little sister came, sadly she lost a close friend and trying to hang around her time here and that’s how difficult my pain has been lately,…. We didn’t end up!! To feel so much pain and new pain has got me really down as well. Impossible for me to not over think and. get lost in thoughts. But the last 2 days I felt more energy and less pain I am sooo stoked!! Maybe the dripbar is starting to work too!!ng My Mom is just amazing!! She ended up coming and staying with me for over a week to just be here to help me!! I don’t like to ask for Help so everyone’s help has meant so much!! I I am goin to start my blog again, and it meant a lot to have you guys read it!! Here are some pictures the separation wall Melanie built awhile ago, but we completed just now. She completed Haha… My little space to write my blog!! Sooooo freak’n cute!! Hope I am starting to get baka to myself in some ways….🙏🏼🤞🏼