I am sorry to anyone who actually chose to read my blog… I had to take a mental break! Recharge… I have amazing news.. had my MRI and also a scope down nose to throat! So it’s Great fukn news they think it looks great and doesn’t see any cancer!!! Yayyyy….!!! Thank you to everyone and Anyone that sent positive prayers or positive Vibes!! I have another test to make sure… and yes there is still a chance lose my voice box as the ulcer isn’t healing properly… and Yes I haven’t been able to quite smoking its insane I know!! I have cried about it But now I have no choice so wish me luck! I do Not know how Feral I will be getting…. should I apologize to Everyone in advance?!?!?? I am so truly LUCKY AND SOO THAN KFUL FOR ALL YOUR LOVE AND SUPPORT!! I couldn’t have done this without my Family!! My sister from buying me everything that mentioned it was good to kill cancer or good to keep healthy and took time off work to help me around my place and she built me pretty wooden separation piece!! How lucky I am to have been laying on sofa not moving and she’s building walls Hahaha So blessed to have my parents!! Dad and Muma came over and was such a huge help!! My Mom has been going crazy and making sure I am ok at all times!! I honestly am so grateful for each and everyone!! Heidi coming, and Michelle coming and helping me along the way and checks my chart for me Lol….. Today is a great day!! So its now to get the pain managed and finish this! Yayyyy…!!!