It’s funny how sometimes we try to get back to living life normal but what is normal?! I know I keep trying to get to where I am simply not sick anymore! I was feeling good and started working out, not caring as much as I did to dislike every second of it!! Haha I went to bed Saturday evening to wake up sometime during the night to looking like the Nutty professor!! Huge neck and cheeks to go along with it!! I wanted to freak out but learning to take things calmly…. Finally it started going down Sunday late evening… Not a clue why but going down to Sunnybrook to get checked, which even though its in the city, it beats sitting in the merge and waiting for so many hours without anyone seeing you!! I’ve been trying to get on a routine, continue being positive, having time for other people rather then having to fixate on my health! The feelings of missing out is getting more and more…. I knew this wasn’t going to be easy, and have had many blessings throughout this so far….. Today it just hit me differently and broke down crying. Which I try not to as it doesn’t help any… but I am just tired. Hope Tomorrow brings a new strength to get through this little road bump!! Wishing everyone an amazing day ….. 🙏🏼

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