I am an over thinker… Worry wort galore… Lol… I have been since I can remember, experiencing anxiety. Unfortunately still do and continue to struggle with anxiety and depression. So learning ways to try and make lighter I am soo down! I started meditating, it actually wasn’t easy at first as I couldn’t control or turn off my thinking. So its getting better and I feel less stressed when I am done and so feel the mission successful! Lol.. I don’t always show my feelings and don’t share at times unless someone asks, which I am learning to try and communicate my feelings before I hit my limit of no patience… learning my boundaries are there for a reason. I didn’t realize how much this aka Cancer comes with… its exhausting and I am not giving up trying to get a hold of this mofo and serving him some shitty papers!! Lol… Ur evicted fuker!! Lolol…. Anyways… yesterday was a total shit show…. the new meds… yayyy to the antibiotic already working I am so happy!! Pain is less which kept trying to say the pain getting worse but they kept assuming it was bcuz treatment was ending and we were in a very sensitive spot… So all this extra pain it seems was for nothing. I definitely would’ve still felt lots of pain but not this much! Wahh Wahhh… VuT… on a happy note I am looking forward to the healing!! The night time meds are questionable, as I slept All day yesterday and that isn’t how I would like to spend my days… some lazy days… so Momsie called, as my voice is in and out and makes serious convo’s highly annoying, so just gave up and am soo thankful for My Momsie and Muma for making calls, still does some calls that shes back home in Nova Scotia. Hopefully tomorrow they get a hold of my Mom and let me know if they will lighten up after a few days or maybe too much! I just couldn’t stay awake, it was horrible! So mega blessed to have my Mom come down today after work already been here 2x this week. I truly am so blessed!! Hope that Everyone is enjoying September, the weather is amazing!!