Hahaha…. I read this and burst out laughing…. thinking Sh8t even our insecurities have little support groups!! I bought some work books before this all started, thinking wanting to live a healthier Life, find out some of my issues… sedate the partying part of it all for now! Lol… I honestly am digging some of it… understanding things that I haven’t clued in on is like wha….checkmate u little bitch.. woot woot lets keep moving lol.. I read… Your Ending is still unwritten. It’s never too late to create a Life you Love. That made me stop and just love those few sentences!! Our insecurities are what make us stop from trying many things. So this workbook I am starting I am super excited to start! There is so much more to open up to Life,…. if you don’t understand something .. ask.. well asking yourself something that you don’t know isn’t always easy finding out the answer… so these work books have me learning more about myself and think its about time!! Lol.. Today is my last day of Treatment… Wow…!! Definitely brings alotta different emotions… just to not have to go everyday is such a Treat..lol… you don’t realize how hard it is to juggle that major important appointment and then fit everyday life around it. My Dad n I text every morning, he’s usually the first up out of anyone too, as my crazy hours of sleep is off the chart lol… But thinking how him n my step Mom Muma, came right away and dove in to helping me get through this meant more to me than any words could state… so hearing him Happy too, for me to get to this place is it a moment I will remember! My Family is amazing and truly couldn’t have done it without them!! I am going to “pause” and take this moment and simply love it up!! Haha … Appreciate where I am, and how far it took to get here… Remembering all the down times and Good times… I did it!! It’s not over and not sure what is next… I have a few weeks for my next appointment.. to let me know how the treatments went, either way,… I plan on giving some must needed Love to myself… do some more pausing in life, appreciate the small things, get a little Botox… get some wallpaper and do a little Livingroom change up… and start treating myself how I treat others… that is something I learned from one of these books. We are tremendously hard on ourselves so take sometime before we knock ourselves… give your self a break at times… talk to yourself as you would to someone else… I didn’t realize how little to no patience I have for my own mistakes and yet I usually have so much for others. Give some of that to yourself, bcuz you Deserve it!! So here’s to my last day of treatment…!!! Sending Air hugs to Everyone..!!! 😘💨💨