Soo… I have stated I struggle w Depression right … lol… No, in all seriousness.. I apologize for being a little Debbie Downer last few days, in all truth I am beyond Blessed that mostof the time, I can block out all the pain and deal with it, VuT some days its so intense it gets the best of me and it takes so much to not break down, and you know its not gonna help and you might not stop if you started Lol…. So I avoid Haha…. I honestly keep to myself and get quiet.. and don’t like to be disturbed lmao…. Oh lawwwd…. well I really am proud of myself for keeping Positive.. I promised to myself and its one thing that is consistent throughout this journey, had some moments…… I got some work done on my tattoo, a friend Mathew is filling in my arm!! Mega lucky he is down to do just an hour or 2 every time!! We googled getting work done when on treatment, maybe should’ve done that before hand…. I took 2 tylenol as that helps with fevers. Jeezzz never thought that my fever over weekend could’ve been from getting work done, maybe was my body healing it self!! So we will find out if I get a fever, or I did catch some germs bcuz something is going around!! Well cross my efffin fingy’s for sure Lol…. Today I realized I still Thank God every morning that I have a new day… I am looking forward to improving myself on this journey , sometimes feels like quicksand but Lol… I really am in a peaceful place mentally if that makes sense… I am more comfortable and not worrying bout somethings… it is wha it is….. takes pressure off in ways… I really am blessed for the angels I have, I talk with them and has mega got me through some moments that I felt was going to lose it or just being scared and accepting every thing! I am continuously being blessed in ways… I have to remind myself that at times… 💞I’m soo looking forward to wearing my new Fall clothes!! Lol… Like I am giddy!! Lolol…. My new slippers I’m wearing tonight just makes me Happy …. Hahaha… Small things really do make me Happy!! Wishing u Lovely People a day full of smiles and positivity! Make today better then yesterday!!