Meaning I am not in a Bad mood and Not in a Great mood either! Lol… Which I think is ok!! I feel like I am entitled to have a few days that I don’t need to Do the Fake it till you make it.. I’m just going to use the energy I have to get through the day. Simple. I try to be mindful and thoughtful of Everyone’s feelings and hope today that my Family and close Friends can understand that last week and this weekend has kicked my ass and I need to recharge!! Specially still not feeling myself, and trying to find my Positive SELF, leaves me feeling like I need some space if no one can just let me be… Maybe this sounds negative… I’m not sure… But it’s been a stressful and mega painful week and half and Today I decided to not waste my energy to fake anything… Be My Limited Edition Self no matter!! I definitely don’t plan on being negative lol… I just need for people to hear I am tired and it’s ok to not have to plaster a smile when sitting there for someone else, find my inner smile for myself. Yesterday was a day of endless testing to see what is up and came up with Nothing Lol… So today back to Radiation, this is my last week, over the moon Happy, yet also comes with feelings of being scared, did my treatments work? Tons of questions and will have to wait weeks for my follow up to find out… Ughzzz waiting game sucks.. But I am going to be Hopeful and Try to get my Perky Positive ass back in gear!! Wishing Everyone and Amazing day!!!