I honestly Believe this soo much!! I’ve been down a bit and really realized how much I wasn’t being positive and suddenly more things started piling up!! My patience levels were at its limit! Yesterday my fever came back and Sunnybrook called as I canceled my appointments and bcuz my fever came back and being on Chemo and Radiation is very serious and I need to go to the merge… Like WTF…!! I can’t stand hospitals and avoid at all costs… I became so short and so I finally did go, and they took my blood for seeing if I have another lung infection, a test I haven’t seen thee in this cylnder shaped things before takes 24 hours for test to be completed to take into mind… but they will call me with result. I left thinking I did go and 76 efffin gold stars for me!! I feel like I am going to principles office vibe.. Lol.. going to my radiation appointment, as they wanted me to get chest X Ray…. eeekkkkk So legit anxiety no matter my age, I cringe getting in trouble! Lol.. Drinking so helped me i adulting to Not Care.. lol… Miss my drinks.. Wahh Wahhh LOL… Tonight I put my time into changing my mind frame and get out of this Bahumbug Vibe… and I truly feel better.. fevers down and feeling much better… I Got This..!! So Wish me Luck Everyone… Pls… n Thk U!!