Remember hearing…. if you’re Good, you can get a treat…?! Receiving the treat made you feel happy and proud of yourself. I wonder if I really have out grown that feeling the need to please or the fact that life isn’t that easy anymore.. The choice we face is a lot different, there is no one offering us a reward the reward of doing Good or the Right thing is solely based on us and the person we’ve become. Getting sick and how I’ve chose to handle things were just that my decision. But today I suddenly thought about how in the difficult times My Families been my rock, and the bad days I didn’t complain maybe just cried they gave me words of encouragement, and it got me through that hard moment. I guess what I am realizing that everyone still needs some words of praise in hard times, so lets not forget being an adult doesn’t mean you don’t need someone or someone to lean on. Having my family at my side throughout this has gave me the strength that I didn’t even know I had in me. Having my parents check in on me now isn’t annoying, it’s a blessing to have their Love and support…. hearing how proud of me they’re for getting this far and how well I’ve been doing makes my heart full and feel so grateful to have them rooting for me!! Not just my parents Momsie, Dad, Muma but my sisters… Mellee continuously trying to find every thing healthy for me to digest or use on my body, and turning out relationship stronger than I ever thought we could be!! Heidi coming to see me and always rooting for her Big sista, and Sylver too! Damen my fav little big man in the world is the light on any bad day!! To Aunt’s and Uncle’s, friends and cousins… Some friends that check in with me and know me give me smiles and exactly what I need to hear to smile and take any bad vibe away off of me… I think today my heart is so full I just wanted to share it with the blogging world… Loving people isn’t always easy or having relationships with them, but hearing how proud they’re of me getting this far gives me a whole new strength on the days I feel I have notta! Thank you to these amazing Humans that I call Family!!! I love each one more than anything in this world!! I am truly blessed and soo Thankful!!!