So I finally remembered my list of things I needed to buy today, not only did I bring it but read x2d and somehow managed to miss case of water that is essential to my feeding tube process… Grrr…. Lol Just when u think I got this and Nope…… I clearly took a break and I broke so no receptionist to fill the empty position Hahaha… unfortunately that wasn’t it… The nurse said that when you forget to close the feeding tube in between changing the feeding tubes, you won’t do again…. Well I am TaDaaa.💫…. here proving that to be incorrect… had clean up in isles Mandy Land …such a mess 3x today… Lets just say I felt sticky 3x, and simply realized that I have to learn to laugh it off and sum it up that today my brain is somewhere else and why be mad about it… It only adds more stress on when u beat yourself up … I started reading a self help book, and it states how important it is for us to talk to ourselves with care… why reprimand or berate ourselves when we don’t do it to others!! Finding patience for ourselves is a step to loving and embracing the Good n the Bad moments, which can lead to a healthy pattern and can build our own confidence!! Who knew you have to learn to be kind to yourself when you lose your marbles… To find them faster… lol Hey… I think they might be on to something lol…. Good Luck my Fellow Bloggers…. #Fu*kCancer#weGotthis