One thing about struggling with anxiety and depression, you waste a lot of your time “over thinking’ “over analyzing” things. Then finding out I have stage 4 throat cancer, TIME…….. Ahhhh… seemed wasn’t on my side! Suddenly, my time was filled with so many appointments, expected to be listening and also attaining the information…. I started on “autopilot” mode!! Trying to make best of the situations even though at that point my option was removing my voice box, living with a hole for rest of my life. I am beyond grateful for My Family…. who came with me to my appointments, did the listening for me, and helping me through this journey!! Still doing today!! I am so blessed to have this support as many people don’t, and pray for them to get through it! Now that they have decided to do the Chemo and radiation my Hopes of Life has changed!! Time isn’t guaranteed …. But we sure can make a difference everyday in our own lives. No matter how horrible the day can be, sit down and Find a Positive…. I Promise you it’s not easy some days.. The saying .. Fake it till you make it, is exactly what it is… rewire your thought process… and suddenly that really shitty day was exactly that, but it didn’t break you, your Alive, and can make choices! Every day is a New Day… Take a deep Breath and appreciate all the free things that life gives us!!